OMG!!! Jaejoong oppa is so hot!!!! Argh!!! >.< haha. (reader: enough fangirling you idiot. Me: so mean >.< )

You guys know what ? What you all going to see below will show you all that I'm still not that crazy over jiro, Arron, danson and jaejoong. :D


Some love jaejoong oppa so much that they say ' jaejoong = sex' and there is once a calvin chen yi ru fan say she want to make love to Calvin chen.

And I have never said all that once. Haha.
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Well, I'm underage? *shrugs*
Reader: that's more like it.


Toodles (:
Off to study ss :D

I guess I will fail today Chinese paper. I'm going to work hard for all the other paper. I promise. I'm sorry if I let you down. Really I am. I can't help but let the tears flow... I know it's my fault but I can't help it. I know being sick is not an excuse. It will never be.


最近我学会唱一首歌
zui jin wo xue hui chang yi shou ge
一首我心里的歌
yi shou wo xin li de ge
低音是无奈的喃喃着
di yin shi wu nai de nan nan zhe
也听不到泪掉着
ye ting bu dao lei diao zhe
最近我最爱唱一首歌
zui jin wo zui ai chang yi shou ge
一首可能你也爱的歌
yi shou ke neng ni ye ai de ge
副歌的情绪在高高的悬崖等
fu ge de qing xu zai gao gao de xuan ya deng
等待大雨疯狂了
deng dai da yu feng kuang le


CHORUS
我们都容易对号入座一首歌
wo men dou rong yi dui hao ru zuo yi shou ge
反复让歌词深深呼应着
fan fu rang ge ci shen shen hu ying zhe
可能不同看不看开的执着
ke neng bu tong kan bu kan kai de zhi zhuo
可能太痛有些画面某合
ke neng tai tong you xie hua mian mou he
我们也容易忘记旧歌学新歌
wo men ye rong yi wang ji jiu ge xue xin ge
受过伤还是有爱的资格
shou guo shang hai shi you ai de zi ge
在每段难得的起承 酝酿我们的转合
zai mei duan nan de de qi cheng yun liang wo men de zhuan he
唱一首歌我最懂的心歌
chang yi shou ge wo zui dong de xin ge

最近我最爱唱一首歌
zui jin wo zui ai chang yi shou ge
一首可能你也爱的歌
yi shou ke neng ni ye ai de ge
副歌的情绪在高高的悬崖等
fu ge de qing xu zai gao gao de xuan ya deng
等待大雨疯狂了
deng dai da yu feng kuang le

REPEAT CHORUS X2

I'm sick. Very very sick. I hope you actually cares... Haiss


谁答应你可以不再理我
shui da ying ni ke yi bu zi li wo

谁同意你这里就是尽头
shui tong yi ni zhe li jiu shi jin tou

你让我做了梦
ni rang wo zuo le meng

想提前叫醒我
xiang ti qian jiao xing wo

没这回事 听见没有
mei zhe hui shi ting jian mei you

我承认这不是最好的我
wo cheng ren zhe bu shi zui hao de wo

但确定会努力给你更多
dan que ding hui nu li gei ni geng duo

往幸福的途中 太多分岔路口
wang xing fu de tu zhong tai duo fen cha lu kou

可以迷路 不准退缩
ke yi mi lu bu zhun tui suo


Chorus:
留下来 留下来
liu xia lai liu xia lai

继续没爱完的爱
ji xu mei ai wan de ai

我会实现你曾期待的期待
wo hui shi xian ni ceng qi dai de qi dai

留下来 留下来
liu xia lai liu xia lai

在我心里住下来
zai wo xin li zhu xia lai

想都别想我会让你离开>
xiang dou bie xiang wo hui rang ni li kai

(end)


你带来最美的灵魂骚动
ni dai lai zui mei de ling hun sao dong

你让我相信我与众不同
ni rang wo xiang xin wo yu zhong bu tong

所以我属于你 就像你属于我
suo yi wo shu yu ni jiu xiang ni shu yu wo

没有了你 我爱什么
mei you le ni wo ai shen me

Repeat chorus 2 times

I will LOVE you so much MORE if you don't nag. Haiss.


虽然是简单的形容
sui ran shi jian dan de xing rong
虽然是重复的动作
sui ran shi chong fu de dong zuo
因为有你
yin wei you ni
让一切都变成不平凡
rang yi qie dou bian cheng bu ping fan
好想缝合你我手心
hao xiang feng he ni wo shou xin
就这样牵住放不开
jiu zhe yang qian zhu fang bu kai
有你陪伴
you ni pei ban
呼吸着有你的空气
hu xi zhe you ni de kong qi
就是幸福
jiu shi xing fu

Chorus
Ti amo Te Quiero
每一天都要爱上你
mei yi tian dou yao ai shang ni
想着你 沉入梦境
xiang zhe ni, chen ru meng jing
一张眼 一清醒
yi zhang yan, yi qing xing
第一个想到又是你
di yi ge xiang dao you shi ni
Saranghe And I Love You
我每天都要爱上你
wo mei tian dou yao ai shang ni
少一天 就会遗憾
shao yi ge, jiu hui yi han
陪着你的光阴
pei zhe ni de guang yin
怎样都不算蹉跎
zen yang dou bu suan cuo tuo

好想缝合你我手心
hao xiang feng he ni wo shou xin
就这样牵住放不开
jiu zhe yang qian zhu fang bu kai
有你陪伴
you ni pei ban
呼吸着有你的空气
hu xi zhe you ni de kong qi
就是幸福
jiu shi xing fu

陪着你的光阴
pei zhe ni de guang yin
永远都觉得不够
yong yuan dou jue de bu gou

People deserve to be happy.


And so do you.


Kiss Me Now
在拥抱你的那一秒
zai yong bao ni de na yi miao
谢谢你让心再为你而跳
xie xie ni rang xin zai wei ni er tiao
我总算等到
wo zong suan deng dao
Take Me Now



这次一定会抓牢
zhe ci yi ding hui zhua lao
勇敢的树 只要守住你的笑
yong gan de shu, zhi yao shou zhu ni de xiao
你还记得骑单车的画面
ni hai ji de qi dan che de hua mian
迎风谈笑的未来
ying feng tan xiao de wei lai
紧紧抱着我的腰 羞怯的脸
jin jin bao zhe wo de yao, xiu que de lian
趁时间没发觉 绕过整个世界
chen shi jian mei fa jue, rao guo zheng ge shi jie
想手牵手 甜蜜的往下走
xiang shou qian shou, tian mi de wang xia zou
没有了你的我 该拿什么继续等待
mei you le ni de wo, gai na shen me ji xu deng dai
现在心开始为你建筑
xian zai xin kai shi wei ni jian zhu
世界最高的幸福
shi jie zui gao de xing fu
有你在 连白开水都变特殊
you ni zai, lian ba kai shui douo bian te shu
你让我计算出 爱是无限数
ni rang wo ji suan chu, ai shi wu xian shu
Kiss Me Now
就停格在这一秒
jiu ting ge zai zhe yi miao
一秒就变成永远的代号
yi miao jiu bian cheng yong yuan de dai hao
Take Me Now
等你说你也爱我
deng ni shuo ni ye ai wo
任性的树 只要你为我而笑
ren xing de shu, zhi yao ni wei wo er xiao
Kiss Me Now
我拥抱你这一秒
wo yong bao ni zhe yi miao
靠着额头 看着为此刻而笑
kao zhe e tou, zai zhe wei ci ke er xiao

Tuition today is actually more interesting than last week. A maths finish AI paper. Then for English we just went through Fairfield Methodist paper and did a nanyang girls paper. In between we had lots of stories :D
AND I saw keng hua :D

Lots of homework to do.
Exams are nothing but torture :X


你的手机又收不到 我像疯子在街上绕
努力跑 你的温度 雨淋过几条街都散不掉
你面无表情的嘴角 像在嘲笑我的胡闹
回头看 突然明暸 爱过了使用期效你就想逃
我想维持礼貌忘记骄傲 继续做你唯一的城堡

习惯就好 习惯就好 是我选择看不到分手预兆
没有一丝睡意的困扰无法治疗
习惯就好 习惯就好 我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我 多一秒

你的手机又收不到 我像疯子在街上绕
努力跑 你的温度 雨淋过几条街都散不掉
你面无表情的嘴角 像在嘲笑我的胡闹
回头看 突然明暸 爱过了使用期效你就想逃
我想维持礼貌忘记骄傲 继续做你唯一的城堡

习惯就好 习惯就好 是我选择看不到分手预兆
没有一丝睡意的困扰无法治疗
习惯就好 习惯就好 我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我 多一秒

习惯就好 习惯就好 一个人在夜里继续的奔跑
却发现再也听不到 自己的心跳
习惯就好 习惯就好 我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我 多一秒 一秒


Toodles :D

I'm going to go see Fahrenheit and DBSK when I have the money. Definitely going.



Jiro, Arron and Jaejoong is loved ~ !!!! :D

I just hope everyone would just shut up and do their work. I mean that's what they come here for right ???? And now, one group is talking about some show. And there is this guy bouncing on the chair calling the teacher because one guy in front took his stuff. I mean, hello ???? How old are you guys now ? GROW UP. Bloody hell. It's super noisy and I can't concentrate.


找不到人说 心里的寂寞
找不到人懂 怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定在一起的那个人
很多人都像我 一个人过生活

爱 只有简单笔画 却比想像複杂
恨安定爱变化 我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍 却还是没能将幸福留下

爱 是不可数的吗 为何我还相信
它不是独行侠 我在等一个人
在等我的永恒 告诉我爱不单行别害怕

用不完身边 泛滥的自由
开始怕孤单 是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人为何在天黑以後
还是宁愿回到 爱情那个枷锁

爱 只有简单笔画 却比想像複杂
恨安定爱变化 我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍 却还是没能将幸福留下

爱 是不可数的吗 为何我还相信
它不是独行侠 我在等一个人
在等我的永恒 告诉我爱不单行别害怕

爱 只有简单笔画 却比想像複杂
恨安定爱变化 我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍 却还是没能将幸福留下

爱 是不可数的吗 为何我还相信
它不是独行侠 我在等一个人
在等我的永恒 告诉我爱不单行别害怕

我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行相信她


P.S I'm still in tuition and I feel like killing everyone. They better shut up soon.

With a quick, desperate pace, he ran through the hallways, ignoring the irritated yells to "slow down, sonny!" His determined eyes narrowed as they caught sight of his destination.

Finally...

He twisted the handle with such vigor that he would have broken his wrist if he'd twisted with anymore force.

"[Name]! [NAME]!" He burst into the room, not caring if he was in a hospital. He stopped short, seeing you gaze steadily back at him.

The broken look on your face was so heartbreaking.

"Now you know." you repeated your written message, refusing to cry. No, you couldn't. There were no more tears left inside you.

You averted your eyes from -----. --------, your ex-lover, once your everything, the one you could count on to hold onto you and never let go. The most kindest of them all, who would always give you a sweet kiss everyday, and never fail to make you smile.

But that was then. This was now.

You got off the bed you were sitting on, the hospital gown hanging limply from your thin frame.

"You should go now." you told him softly. He stepped towards you, shaking his head.

"No." he simply stated, walking towards you still.

"You said to forget about you."

"I don't want you to." His arms were around you now, as strong and warm as you'd remembered. You didn't try to resist his hug.

"I might die." He hugged you harder, his warm eyes begging you to forgive him for the pain he has made you go through.

"No, you won't. You will make it through this. I love you, [Name], and I always will." With this, he kissed you lovingly on the lips, so carefully that you felt like crying from relief of being reunited with him.

The door opened, and in walked a doctor with a clipboard in his hands.

"[Name]-san? It's time." he said briskly. He didn't seem surprised at all to see you caught in a lover's embrace. You nodded weakly, and looked at him. He smiled sadly, and kissed you again, this time on the forehead.

"I'll be waiting for you, [Name]. I love you."

And when you were wheeled back to your room after a brutal 3 hour surgery, there he was, gazing expectantly at the door as if he knew you would make it.

Just like he'd promised.

"I'm never letting you go now, [Name]. I love you too much."

"I love you so much, too."

Days. Weeks. Months.

How long had it been since he had last seen you?

Cut off all ties with you?

He didn't know, but one thing was for sure.

He missed you like hell.

Was it a good idea, he often wondered, to lose you like that when you were both so in love? To let you go when he lived in such a dangerous, mafia world and had assassins after him most of the time?

It was smart, for sure. But definately not good.

Soon, he knew he was going to lose it. Go crazy and be locked up in an asylum.

'It won't hurt to sneak a look, see how she's doing,' he reasoned with himself, 'Just one look, and I'll be gone.'

So that's what he did, sneaking out of his mansion at midnight to catch a glimpse of you.

(Sure, he tripped a few times, fell here and there, but for you, it was all worth it.)

At your house, He brought out the spare key you'd given him, brought it close to the doorknob, then paused. Should he really do this? Sneak in to see you after he'd been the one to break it all?

He took a deep breath and turned the key. No going back now.

Closing the door as quietly as he could, he was surprised to see a low light shining in the kitchen. Were you awake? Again, he asked himself, should he really go?

The overwhelming desire to see you outweighed the stay-away-go-home-now factors.

Walking as softly as he could, he crept closer,

"[Name]?"

With a closer look, he could see that you were not in the kitchen. In fact, it showed no signs of having any recent life, the exception being a single large envelope and letter sitting on the empty table.

It was a hospital confirmation letter, with your name and address written as the recipient.

And what was written on it nearly made his heart stop.

[First/Name] [Last/Name]

Admitted for: Brain cancer.

Treatment: Scheduled surgury.

With today's date.

Beneath those words was a familiar, handwritten scrawl, hastily scribbled down on an empty space.

So now you know.

"I'm sorry."

Just hearing those simple, yet powerful words was enough to make your heart stop. The look in his kind chocolate eyes was so sorrowful, your breath caught in your throat.

"W-What...?" You took a few steps back. He walked towards you hesitantly, arms outstretched but falling again.

"I'm sorry, [Name]," he repeated softly. "You know how dangerous my world is. You saw it for yourself today. What if that was me holding onto your lifeless body? I... I won't be able to carry on if that happens. If you're with me... you might not be able to live much longer."

Even if I wasn't with you, Boy, the chances of me dying are still pretty high.

You opened your mouth to protest, but catching sight of a large white envelope with it's contents clear in your mind, you shut it.

Closing your eyes, you instantly hated yourself for what you were about to say.

"Alright then." You took a deep shaky breath, bitterness coating your every word. "Fine. It's over. We're through. Nice knowing you. Now if that's all you have to say, then please leave."

The fair-haired male took one last step towards you, regret clear on his face, but seeing your pained look, he nodded. This was for the best, for both of you. He would much rather have you alive than dead. It was the only way.

So why did it feel like his insides were being ripped to shreds?

It was only when the door had closed behind him with a resounding click did you sink to your knees, crying until you could cry no more.

Haiss... Farewell is postponed. It's postponed to sometime in June ? Why oh why ??? T^T LOL. I can't make it in June... Actually I can but I don't think my mum allows... Zzz... Guess I just have to skip this one. D:

Midyear is just around the corner and I have to study... Well, time to go into intensive revision mode :P haha. Other than that, my day today is pretty boring =.= So... Catch ya all next time loves!!! :D

Song of the day:

I want nobody, nobody but you
*clap clap*
I want nobody, nobody but you
*clap clap*

:DDDDDDDD



Toodles (:

Jae is LOVED (!)



Love Song of the Week- Ti Amo
虽然是简单的形容
sui ran shi jian dan de xing rong
虽然是重复的动作
sui ran shi chong fu de dong zuo
因为有你
yin wei you ni
让一切都变成不平凡
rang yi qie dou bian cheng bu ping fan
好想缝合你我手心
hao xiang feng he ni wo shou xin
就这样牵住放不开
jiu zhe yang qian zhu fang bu kai
有你陪伴
you ni pei ban
呼吸着有你的空气
hu xi zhe you ni de kong qi
就是幸福
jiu shi xing fu

Chorus
Ti amo Te Quiero
每一天都要爱上你
mei yi tian dou yao ai shang ni
想着你 沉入梦境
xiang zhe ni, chen ru meng jing
一张眼 一清醒
yi zhang yan, yi qing xing
第一个想到又是你
di yi ge xiang dao you shi ni
Saranghe And I Love You
我每天都要爱上你
wo mei tian dou yao ai shang ni
少一天 就会遗憾
shao yi ge, jiu hui yi han
陪着你的光阴
pei zhe ni de guang yin
怎样都不算蹉跎
zen yang dou bu suan cuo tuo

好想缝合你我手心
hao xiang feng he ni wo shou xin
就这样牵住放不开
jiu zhe yang qian zhu fang bu kai
有你陪伴
you ni pei ban
呼吸着有你的空气
hu xi zhe you ni de kong qi
就是幸福
jiu shi xing fu

陪着你的光阴
pei zhe ni de guang yin
永远都觉得不够
yong yuan dou jue de bu gou

'Cassiopeia'

It's a very familiar name, right?

If you're a person who likes TVXQ
you will have heard of it at least once,
and you will have introduced yourself as one at least once.

We have always thought of the name 'Cassiopeia' so proudly
and I believe we will keep doing so in the future.

I'm here to talk about our name
'Cassiopeia'.

Do you remember how we got the name 'Cassiopeia'?
We got it off of the constellation 'Cassiopeia'.

Five stars that shine brightly in the northern skies.
That is 'Cassiopeia'.

But, there's something you should know about 'Cassiopeia'.

The constellation 'Cassiopeia'
is one you can see all year round in Korea,

and it is also a constellation winter travelers use as a compass to find Polaris.

We,
Our name,

stays in one place no matter what
and guides travelers who have lost their way,
and their hope
towards the right path to bright Polaris

That is where our name comes from.

Did you know that?
If you did, have you forgotten that?

When we chose our name as 'Cassiopeia',
we made a promise to ourselves.

That we'd always brightly shine upon our stars TVXQ.
That we'd shine and protect our stars TVXQ.

When they lost their way,
when they felt worn out,

We would always shine on them from one place
so that they could find their way,
so that they could find hope.

........... We haven't forgotten that, right?

We,

Those feelings we had at that time,
that faith,
we still have all of those.
Do you see it?

Shining so bright in the sky,
that's us.

It's going to be hard.
Keeping our faith in hard times like these,
it may be hard to believe in them till the end.

But we are 'Cassiopeia'.

I believe that what we have to do is stay right where we are and wait for them/

In this spot, so that TVXQ don't lose their way,
So that TVXQ has somewhere to return to,
So that they do not lose hope,

We have to wait.


I don't know how long this will take.
But I will wait.

Right here, not changing one bit.

Like 'Cassiopeia', that shone light on the path for people for thousands of years

I will shine light on the path so that TVXQ can return whenever they are ready.

Because I am 'Cassiopeia', for whom even the wait is sweet...


Always keep the Faith!

Love does not exist in this world.

Loving someone is giving them the ability to break your heart but trusting him not to.


Saranghae.

Hello, My name is Jia Jun.
I'm studying in NanYang Poly in MK1102!
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