I'm going to smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything is perfect, act like it's all a dream. Pretend that it's not hurting me.


.................If only he'd watch me.

If you loved him, you'd try everything you could to hold onto him.

I always loved you. I just didn't know it. You were the one who saw me when I hid. You were the one who could make me angry and bring out my real emotions. You saw past the fake me and brought out the real me. And you faced me even if you didn't want to see. You always held me and guided me. I always loved you…I just never realized it.

You can't claim to love him until you try to hold onto him as long as you can.

Eventually....

A blissful, happy end. For everyone.


If people break up in the end, I don't see the point of being together in the first place.

And if everyone is able to move on, they won't be living in so much pain now.

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

Below is a part that I have took from a story....
Credits to winglin. (:
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(Someone's POV)
You sobbed very hard. But, Jung Hoon was never coming back. That was your last scene with him in the film... he already went away.
Takuya had to drag you out the filming location that you didn’t even capable of standing properly.

And he handed you a letter.
From Jung Hoon.

-I am very glad... to meet you in this life.

I’m sorry, ________. I know I should have said this word 4 years ago... but you never let me.
I’m sorry for what I’ve said that night. I just couldn’t stand the sadness I’ve seen inside your eyes every time you sang.
Takuya told me about your family... so I think it would be best not to stress you out by remembering the pain they gave. So... he and I made a plan onto adding more filming to your schedules than singing. You realized how it worked, didn’t you?
But... I don’t know why you were still hurting... and that was why I told you to stop singing. So you could move on and build a new life... with me.
I wasn’t good enough, was I?

This movie is our farewell... I put every single word I want to say to you for these 4 years to my lines. You should watch the final movie and see how brilliant I am to be a director and screen writer. ^^

______, I’m sorry for leaving you like this. Thanks for being a part of my life... I will move on now, but I wouldn’t ever regret that I’ve fallen for you and I will try finding the other piece of me somewhere...
You had already met someone, hadn’t you? Please be happy with him.... Jung Hoon-



My tears fell. I’ve hurt him so much. I put all the blames I responsible for on him...
I acted blind on this reality... I ran from it, I was too coward to face it.
I’ve hurt him so much to get my so-called dreams...
I’ve hurt everyone on my way...
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I wonder if I have hurt you ?
Or are you the one who have hurt me ?

Below is a part that I have took from a story....
Credits to winglin. (:

You sobbed very hard. But, Jung Hoon was never coming back. That was your last scene with him in the film... he already went away.
Takuya had to drag you out the filming location that you didn’t even capable of standing properly.

And he handed you a letter.
From Jung Hoon.

-I am very glad... to meet you in this life.

I’m sorry, ________. I know I should have said this word 4 years ago... but you never let me.
I’m sorry for what I’ve said that night. I just couldn’t stand the sadness I’ve seen inside your eyes every time you sang.
Takuya told me about your family... so I think it would be best not to stress you out by remembering the pain they gave. So... he and I made a plan onto adding more filming to your schedules than singing. You realized how it worked, didn’t you?
But... I don’t know why you were still hurting... and that was why I told you to stop singing. So you could move on and build a new life... with me.
I wasn’t good enough, was I?

This movie is our farewell... I put every single word I want to say to you for these 4 years to my lines. You should watch the final movie and see how brilliant I am to be a director and screen writer. ^^

______, I’m sorry for leaving you like this. Thanks for being a part of my life... I will move on now, but I wouldn’t ever regret that I’ve fallen for you and I will try finding the other piece of me somewhere...
You had already met someone, hadn’t you? Please be happy with him.... Jung Hoon-



My tears fell. I’ve hurt him so much. I put all the blames I responsible for on him...
I acted blind on this reality... I ran from it, I was too coward to face it.
I’ve hurt him so much to get my so-called dreams...
I’ve hurt everyone on my way...

He broke her heart. Her heart that's not even whole anymore...

Toki wo tomete



Learn to forgive.
Learn to love.
If you truly love him, then you will have to let him go.
Mutual sacrifices.

Xiah Junsu - Intoxication



O.M.G, This music video is damn nice! I've got to admit Junsu look smoking hot in this video but the lyrics is a bit... erm... eh... you will know if you watch it. LOL. No wonder he sings it in Japanese instead of Korean. If he sings it in Korean, it's gonna be super censored.O.o LOL.

I wonder what the producer reaction was when he saw this. I think Junsu would be like "I'm sexually deprived nowadays and.... erm... I wrote a song." LOL.

I mean Mirotic lyrics is like this :

JAEJOONG:

From the start, you were sweet and simply attracted to me
You'd stay always like that, you said when you first walked up to me

MAX:All the possibilities opened up Oh~

XIAH:
What is love? What! right now it is Red Ocean
I'm breaking my rules again. You know it's getting boring?

MICKY:You do get hurt a little bit, it's all right Oh~

CHORUS
* You want me, you've fallen for me, you're crazy for me
You can't break out, I got you~ Under my skin
You want me, you've fallen for me, you're crazy for me
You are my slave, I got you~ Under my skin

MAX:
It nests in your head, the sharp stare
It's not me, my unmoving Chrome heart

XIAH:This is your choice Oh~

MICKY:
Flowing through your veins running through you are millions of my Crystal
Finally, the end of the transformation (t/n: the end of my transformation)
This must be love? Oh~

CHORUS
* You want me, you've fallen for me, you're crazy for me
You can't break out, I got you~ Under my skin
You want me, you've fallen for me, you're crazy for me
You are my slave, I got you~ Under my skin

YUNHO:
With a single kiss~ the day revitalizing~ a powerful pull

MICKY:
The second kiss, it sent a blow to your heart and it feels hot

YUNHO:
Yeah~ I have you! You know you got it!
(MAX)Yeah~ Come on! Come on!
(XIAH)I got you- Under my skin

In your dreams i order you under my magic spell
You want to do it again, I got you~Under my skin

My devils ride, you now don't have a place to breathe
Let's have fun now that i have you~ Under my skin

* You want me, you've fallen for me, you're crazy for me
You can't break out, I got you~ Under my skin

You want me, you've fallen for me, you're crazy for me
You are my slave, I got you~ Under my skin

And Intoxication lyrics is like that.(in the video)

And in korea, they even had a case because of the mirotic lyrics. Imagine this in Korea. Sure die.

Vampires depend on blood to live, I depend on the smiles and warmth of others to live. So show me your smiles and love.

Behind those smiles, the hurt is there. I know you are sad and you are still trying to be strong. I wish there are ways I can help you.

Sometimes I feel jealous of you but you will never know who is it. 'Cause I'm never giving up friendship for this. You can count on that.

Today went to watch iron man 2 with the others and the people present are: me, aliah, Cherilyn, pek yee, lay ling, Calvin ( the purpose of the gathering is to celebrate his birthday), zheng zhuang, Zhi Jian , zheng zhuang's brother , Shawn and chih cheng.... It's pretty boring so I suggest we plan first next time. No offence. (:




幸福 不 在 远方 / Happiness is not far-off,

开 一 扇 窗 许下 愿望 / Open a window and make a wish.

你 会 感受 爱 感受 恨 感受 原谅 / You can feel love. Feel hate. Feel forgiveness…

生命 总 不 会 只 充满 悲伤 / Life won’t always be filled with sadness.

“When you can’t fall asleep it means that reality is finally better than your dreams”



When we laced hands and you tell me that you are here with me, all my troubles seems to go away.....

Thank you.

If the truth of things are like this, it's good to know. I'm not giving it a damn ever. Glaring, scolding everything. It's just ways to show everything. Forgive me.


总是要流一些滚烫热泪

zong shi yao liu yi xie gun tang re lei

才能换来对爱的体会

cai neng huan lai dui ai de ti hui

你看　世界没有毁灭
　
ni kan shi jie mei you hui mie

心也没有碎

xin ye mei you sui

其他的就交给时间解决

qi ta de jiu jiao gei shi jian jie jue


你当然可以重新再爱

ni dang ran ke yi chong xin zai ai

受过伤的更懂怎样爱与被爱

shou guo shang de geng dong zen yang ai yu bei ai

所以　别再沉溺有他的回忆

suo yi bie zai chen ni you ta de hui yi

有空再回忆
　
you kong zai hui yi

离开你的只有他但是爱还在

li kai ni de zhi you ta dan shi ai hai zai


*爱是对的　错的是我们

ai shi dui de cuo de shi wo men

还没学会爱　就急著爱人　

hai mei xue hui ai jiu ji zhe ai ren

而爱错人

er ai cuo ren

可是　爱就对了　

ke shi ai jiu dui le

遇到下一个

yu dao xia yi ge

爱上就爱了　痛苦或快乐　

ai shang jiu ai le tong ku huo kuai le

都是获得

dou shi huo de



我当然经历过你现在的感受

wo dang ran jing li guo ni xian zai de gan shou

我想那是人必经的折磨　

wo xiang na shi ren bi jing de zhe mo

也许　每个人都该是某个人　

ye xu mei ge ren dou gai shi mou ge ren

成长的助手

cheng zhang de zhu shou

受一点苦痛帮助他成熟

shou yi dian ku tong bang zhu ta cheng shou



听我说

ting wo shuo

Repeat *

别探听他的线索
　
bie tan ting ta de xian suo

别等待他会回头

bie deng dai ta hui hui tou

爱~不喜欢看人软弱

ai bu xi huan kan ren ruan ruo

别继续把心封锁
　
bie ji xu ba xin feng suo

别躲在伤心里头

bie duo zai shang xin li tou

爱~万一来了别错过

ai wan yi lai le bie cuo guo


Repeat *


#听我说　爱是对的　

ting wo shuo ai shi dui de

错的是别人

cuo de shi bie ren

自以为懂爱　才会又爱人
　
zi yi wei dong ai cai hui you ai ren

又伤害人

you shang hai ren

可是　爱就对了
　
ke shi ai jiu dui le

爱了就值得

ai le jiu zhi de

爱这门功课　

ai zhe men gong ke

艰深但快乐　爱就对了 Oh~

jian shen dan kuai le ai jiu dui le


repeat from #

爱~万一来了别错过

ai wan yi lai le bie cuo guo

They said "life on this earth is too short to stop and wonder if where you're going is the right way. You'll find out when you get there, and there's always a way out if its the wrong one."

But now i'm doubting every step I take and every decision made. Have I made the right decision ?

Empty emotionless brown eyes stared back. Where's the happiness and childishness that used to be present in those eyes ???


这是一个没有答案的问题
zhe shi yi ge mei you da an de wen ti
我感觉我变了 OH~谁让我变了
wo gan jue wo bian le, OH, shei rang wo bian le
因为这是一个没有答案的问题
yin wei zhe shi yi ge mei you da an de wen ti
就被你解开了 简单的解开了
jiu bei ni jie kai le, jian dan de jie kai le
你走过来，
ni zou guo lai,
带这和别人不同的对白
dai zhe he bie ren bu tong de dui bai
你甚至不让我知道 你对我有多好
ni shen zhi bu rang wo zhi dao, ni dui wo you duo hao


Chorus:
慢慢的 这份爱 悄悄地住下来
man man de, zhe fen ai, qiao qiao de zhu xia lai
深深的 在心里 没人看得出来
shen shen de , zai xin li, mei ren kan de chu lai
安静的 但却一直都在
an jing de, dan que yi zhi dou zai
数你默默的爱
shu ni mo mo de ai

慢慢的 这份爱 已经变成依赖
man man de, zhe fen ai, yi jing bian cheng yi lai
浅浅地 笑容里 却让我充满期待
qian qian de, xiao rong li, que rang wo chong man qi dai
不用说 我就能够明白
bu yong shuo, wo jiu neng gou ming bai
OH你默默的爱
OH ni mo mo de ai

这是一个没有答案的问题
zhe shi yi ge mei you da an de wen ti
我感觉我变了 谁让我变了
wo gan jue wo bian le, shei rang wo bian le
原本这是一个没有答案的问题
yuan ben zhe shi yi ge mei you da an de wen ti
就被你解开了 简单的解开了
jiu bei ni jie kai le, jian dan de jie kai le
你走过来
ni zou guo lai
带这和别人不同的对白
dai zhe he bie ren bu tong de dui bai
你甚至不让我知道 你对我有多好
ni shen zhi bu rang wo zhi dao, ni dui wo you duo hao

Repeat Chorus

未来的每一天 不管发生什么呢
wei lai de mei yi tian, bu guan fa sheng shen me ne
能不能交给我呢
neng bu neng jiao gei wo ne
我要 永远陪着你
wo yao yong yuan pei zhe ni
守候着你 直到最后WOO~~~~~~~
shou hou zhe ni, zhi dao zui hou WOO

Repeat Chorus

Hello, My name is Jia Jun.
I'm studying in NanYang Poly in MK1102!
& I SIMPLY LOVE D B S K , B E A S T , S H I N E E and I N F I N I T E !

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